Internal Conflict

Today We were told by the Minister that the Church had decided on 2 separate Sunday morning classes. The class taught by the minister would be a beginners class and our advanced group would meet separately. When queried we were told that “Peter” may confuse the beginners class and turn people from the church…Ouch.

There is always Jihad inside, but recently when discussing Levels of Thought, I was informed by a Good source, that I Really actually do think (“too much”) more than others. Creation as God’s struggle with consciousness requires awareness. Awareness of the internal struggle is essentially to Worship of God, but my God does want Good to win and see Salvation in that awareness.

My ego (easing God out) said “Don’t go back, there is only pain there” but my Lord knows that I will return…


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